Ups and Downs.  That's it summed up.  BPD takes you up and down and you just pray you spend most of your time somewhere in the middle.

Lately I have been in the middle and I am thankful for that.  Tonight though I feel a bit down.  No clue why either.  The missus got a great job and thing are going along fine....maybe it is the change of her going back to work?  I am clueless about it all....and yes I have been taking my meds like I am supposed to!

It's been toooooo long since I blogged last.  My fault and no one else's!

Writing is cathartic....for me it lets me get thing "out" and then from there they disappear into the aether, which is very nice!