Good night last night with a good day today.

I was so tired last night I didn't write on here....I had to be reminded tonight....just not a habit yet.

I had group yesterday and I love it.  It really gives me a sense that I am not alone in this struggle.  Now I know that there are others that struggle like I do with Bi Polar Disorder.  Last night before group I was feeling introspective....not down per se, just thinking a lot.  Reflecting on my past struggles.  During group I met a new member and it really snapped me out of my pondering....he has made a lot more and worse mistakes than I have, but I do see myself in him if I do not take control.  It looks like 3 days a week of therapy for me for the rest of my life.

I actually like the idea of that.  I need routine and a sense of belonging.

Today, well it is the last few days for this school year and the students are all over the place....

Good day though, but tired.  I feel so buoyed when I get home from group that I have a hard time sleeping!

Picked up my kids, brought them home and just had a normal evening.  Grilled steaks and chicken and sat down as a family for dinner.

Tomorrow we are leaving to take the kids on an overnight trip to an amusement park and they are excited...but then so am I!

In many ways I am truly blessed.