I am scared.  I am scared that I am not going to be able to control me eating in such a way that will allow me to lose weight.  I can exercise...in fact, now that I have doing it, I kind of enjoy it...not so much while I am doing it, but after.  the endorphins are a hell of a high!

Will I be able to eat right though?  Will I not only be able to eat right, but eat the things that will be proper?  Meaning not all the wrong carbs and sugars?

Honestly, I don't know if I am strong enough to be successful this time and it frightens me.