I am really glad I had group tonight.

Good day, stayed busy and got some chores accomplished...it was also the first time I ever had to really punish my son. So, it was a day of firsts as well.

Also, their first day back, all of my in-laws showed up at our house.  Honestly, I felt invaded and awkward.  It was a very odd feeling to not feel welcome in your own home.  It put me in a weird mood and place mentally.

Being able to talk about it at group was a blessing.  That also made it easier to talk about it with my missus. I will say that I am a very guarded person. It scares me to talk about things most of the time....